memento mori

these days have been boring, and hours have been alternating between school sleep school work sleep work sleep school sleep zzz the cycle never seems to end. it's only been seven weeks and already i feel so out of whack, so sian. i have absolutely no motivation whatsoever to study, unlike my studious classmates/schoolmates who flood the library. i try, but the library just lulls me to sleep. lovely airconditioning.

must be the school blues or something. i don't know, are you feeling it?

everyone around me is working so hard and i'm so unaccustomed to being anything but lazy. i don't want to work but everyone's working their butts off. agh. *continues with 30 seconds worth of whining

can't wait for the holidays when i'll be free to ride/skate with mao, shop with cai and etcetcetc with lea/mel/gang

all the tutorials are swarming me and work is piling up. i'm going to drown soon and then you'll never know i even existed. damn schoolwork.

dinner was supposed to be on the cards, i hope all works out in the end

so sick so sick of being tired, and oh so tired of being sick