sunday morning

i wish you'd stop making excuses for yourself.. and for us. we're all busy and we're all up to our necks in work; i know. but still, it'd be nice if you actually bothered, if you actually try. i'm averse to striking up conversations that stagnate and go nowhere, i'm tired of meeting silence again and again. so now you wonder why we don't talk, because i don't and because you don't.

i'm so tired of being second best, of playing second fiddle. if you're sure this is what you want, then okay.

this is quick but not quite painless