you know you only burn my bridges

things haven't been going very well of late (an understatement, perhaps). it's just something i can't really put words to. maybe it's because everyone of importance is away, somewhere, or maybe just.. Away, in another sense of the word. busy. busy busy Busy. school is also beginning to feel like a cage. can feel self drowning in green, black and white. ironically though, can't wait for the new year to start, (strange as it may sound, where the flurry of activity will begin and i'll just lose myself to the mad rush. busy, busy. perhaps then there won't be time to think, or to feel.. mumble.

and so, this is what having too much time on your hands does to you

i've got a day and a reason
why i should not believe in anything, anymore
what's this for
my time well spent