Maybe

i googled you

then, i remembered and got swept away, sitting and thinking; reading and feeling my heart swell with pride upon realising that i'm not (and wasn't) the only one and that there are/were others who felt the same way about you. strange. well, you were never one to be exclusive. this only goes to show that you were well worthy. well, i'm glad you're happy, although i can't say i am

you'll always be someplace special