wonderbread

no telling what tomorrow holds
no telling what voice takes control
who let, who let this feeling die

i can't find a word which can succintly capture everything i'm feeling right now. it's a little bit of anger, frustration, helplessness and sadness all thrown together. and the best part is it's f-snowballing and looking to only get worse. and well swearing doesn't help get you out of a f-muckhole either so it's no f-good swearing anyway.

f- it.

thanks, you're the f- best.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

F, coincidentally, spells Friend. just so you know

and on a completely unrelated note, i'm starting to wonder what kind of relationship we have and i'm wondering why i bother sometimes (and if you think this is about you, well, think harder)