believe me i'm lying

my nutella cupcakes yesterday weren't too terrible, i'll be baking and re-baking until i get it just them way i want them. met lea for brek today yay. aaaand! the pillowman was awesome! go catch it if you haven't, i believe it's still running for a bit and tickets should still be available :)

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i guess no matter how fast you run, the demons from yesteryear will somehow or other always be on your heels, if not just but slightly further behind. and trust, when misplaced, hurts the most. getting back on your feet again isn't the easiest thing to do, but being on your toes all the time isn't the way to go either; i guess i have yet to learn how to strike a balance between the two and i'd best do it sooner rather than later. i'm sorry if i said things that hurt and left the good unspoken (here i'm going out on a limb and presuming that you again know what i'm trying to say)