ctrl.alt.del

tired of being largely immobile and in pain every time i try to move, breathe, laugh, yawn

tired of conforming, tired of not being the perfect fit, tired from trying to justify why things are the way they are

tired of feeling like a bad friend because we don't talk enough, tired of the lack of time, tired of the excuses

tired, before school has even bloody started

right now there's nothing i'd like better than to breathe in, and fall into deep, deep sleep