so it all started then. and this was the place i came to. now that it's ended, it only seems fitting that i make mention here as well.

am still pretty much in disbelief, at the way things unfurled and at how they did. and even more so at the action after, or the lack thereof. am i really that worthless to you? was what we had really not worth fighting for? really.. after finally getting somewhere after all this while. i thought we had something. if we did, well then, it doesn't seem like there as much to get over. this has made me question pretty much everything i thought was true, as well as the honesty and intentions behind words spoken. people lie through their teeth and still have their smiling faces on- it's quite a scary concept, really. how do you know who to trust anymore? what is love, and what are words?

clearly, you've made your choice, one that isn't spurred on by 'obligation' or 'responsibility'. and i am not going to fight that or for you any more.