we too, can be saved

fuck this, just bedrest and the end will come sooner once these dry, heavy lids open to morning light tomorrow

it has been a weary, weary day

today i did some reflecting and i realise i'm tired of being the one in our dynamics. the one who bothers. and no i'm no martyr but i'm better than.. well, i don't really know anymore

ffff, give me a reason before i lose all reason