cut me loose

i admit i'm a flawed individual. call me irresponsible, if you like, i'll give that to you. sorry i can't give more of myself, sorry i'm not as sacrificing an individual as the many other people are, sorry i'm not like you. different people cope differently with things. and right now, i want more time in my life for myself. and for the people i haven't even sniffed since dental school started. i just don't want to feel like i'm living my life for all these events. running from school to something else and something Else. and well, yeah i may have 309814 excuses but the bottomline honestly is that i just don't enjoy it anymore. and i could give you 101 reasons for that too, at the risk of looking like a lame duck. just. PLEASE. stop. judging. me. really, this could be so much easier