f spells...

well technically it should spell what you are to me. a family relation. a figure i'm supposed to look up to. we're supposed to be happy. that's what they tell us in the storybooks anyway. i think those are lies with a capital L. well, a big F to you because you are none of the abovementioned, and then some. why? the older i get, the worse it becomes. and you act like it's all my fault for the way things are with us and i just grew up one day and became alien to you. truth is you've never, ever bothered building any bridges so honestly, i think there isn't much to burn. i guess i can say now that you've always been alien to me and frankly, it's been alright. W.T.F

SHUT UP IT'S SUNDAY i wish i could be alone in my little room away from all of you