10 things i

.. would say to people as of now. in no order of merit whatsoever, hahah


1) thank you to you, you and you for making dreary school bearable, for injecting much laughter and joy. for caring and for asking, for waiting and for listening.. for just being there. even though you steal my food, my cheng tng and my red haribos

2) i miss you and it was good seeing you monday, even though our plans didn't work in the end. dolphin juice soon, and skates too

3) lately you've made me lose faith, both in you and in others. i don't know what to think and honestly, i really am too tired to bother

4) i'm just really glad you're here with me, even though sometimes you're so caught up with school that you're too busy to talk. i'm glad we are a'okay now, and i love how you make me feel important and wanted. you'll always be my best

5) more study dates, more tau hway, more sausage mcmuffins and more pool. i miss you, more than you think, and i hope you're doing fine. stop fainting hahhah

6) i was on the bus the other day and i peered out of the window as it passed by your place, to no avail. bus ride coincidences no more, i guess. we aren't always lucky, but we can arrange to meet. for prata.. and for some lovin'

7) i'm glad you're not mad at me for failing, for not getting mad even though i have such a nonchalent attitude towards work, for trusting me to do what's best and to do what i think is right. for having the faith and believing i'll do the right thing when the time comes along. for accepting and loving me and giving me everything i could ask for

8) so you're going off in a few days time and not coming back til months later. i'm happy we spent half a day together, pigging out and laughing and taking a million photos. i couldn't ask for more from someone i hardly see anymore. come back soon for crepe and toys'r'us, with more starbursts for your fat friend.. me love you long time

9) we haven't been spending much time together and i miss you. i miss all the photos we used to take. it feels horrible being sidelined and i hate that you have so many friends and so little time. you're spread so thin that we've hardly time together and even though circumstances dicatate that we should see each other every day, we don't. what happened to the promises you made?

10) i remember i'd steal glances at you when you weren't looking. i haven't spoken to you in a while, here's hoping you're well and i'm keeping my fingers crossed, waiting, still and always. you had me from hello