the last song

i'm sorry for being such a bad friend, for forgetting birthdays, for not being there when i should be.. the list goes on but i don't want to embarrass myself further

so this is a public confession, in an attempt to buy some part of my jaded conscience back. yes, that's being selfish again. i seem to be doing so much of that lately.

i would ascribe all these to being 'busy', but that's just stupid. too late now, to change anything

i'm sorry, and i'll see you all soon