fall

i've been really cranky of late, and i don't really know where this irritation stems from. i know it's been hard being around me but thanks for putting up with all the @()%*@O$.

all i know is that i'm hard pressed for time, and i haven't been this worked up over work since last year. and the only thing keeping me going is the fear of retaining (and these fears aren't unfounded). please, push me Push Me. i need parrot.

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i know you're busy but, no more barney.

i don't really know anymore. i want to and i try, but do you? why do you hurt, hurt yoursel.. and me too

p.s. i'm sorry den. <3 you