hands on deck

yes as you can tell everything hasn't really been dandy of late. enervated, i guess it's the monotony of school that does it. days have been miserable, boring and softball-less. tragic.

so, to rid self of ennui, i decided to go get a haircut! strange what these impulsive things can do to your mood. suddenly i'm feeling a lot better and ready to take on the world :)

p.s. susie if you're reading this, where're my starbursts!?

Lately,

i've been thinking that you don't quite fall into the 'friends' bin. now, why would that be? remind me again, what the status quo is, because i think i've forgotten. and apparently, you have too. while i don't have tall expectations, let's just say perhaps we're still at the basest level. a little more support, perhaps?

so tell me, why i bother again

ah, fuckit

i fell, i fell

work's been pushed aside on this dreary, windy monday evening. tomorrow, the devil says. good music and a good show make for a Good night ahead, before we grab the week by the horns. bring it on!

in other news, 7-11 has brought Twix back! this is cause for celebration, yay

whispers "hello,
i miss you quite terribly"

but you know
i don't have to tell you
it's not just about that, not just about that

we can find some new energy

your retiscence keeps me intrigued

we do this to ourselves

how much is, well, too much? this i've been asking myself almost every other day in a desperate bid to self-check

again, again, again. how. many. times?
..
as fat and fulsome to mine ear
as howling after music

why

jenny: i don't think that we really have a choice in the people that we fall for

yeah.
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edit, 2:21pm
suddenly i have qualms about being able to make it through the year, and i feel afraid. very, very much so.

cannonball

school's been intellectually (and emotionally) stifling. i should be well, doing work but i'm sitting here, not doing much and willing my chemistry tutorial to shred itself. long days at school, late nights, aching muscles, and the much (un)wanted distraction all make for a Tired Ada. what's more, there's the spraint thumb that's preventing me from training and pushing myself. it's horribly frustrating, especially since it's pre-src/pre-season period. haven't been in the best of moods, and well i guess everyone's been feeling horrible, what with the onslaught of work and shiz.

..oh, shut up and smile

i am frustrated, and i miss you smark

you're beautiful

change,
or conformity
by whose yardstick do we measure
love, longing or desire?
so tell me now, and do it quick
speak the words, they're
Analgesic

i'm in a corner, right
where you left me
like Eve in Eden, wrong

wanted to be

as they say, when one door closes, another opens. somehow you'd think that'd be a good thing, but my head is telling me otherwise. uh-uh, nada, zilch. but they don't say what happens if you don't want to enter? right now it looks like i'm not being given much choice. i guess i'll trundle along and see where my friend Impulse takes me

have been busying myself with work! and the L word of course :)

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
Se****ang sucks

pretty fly

school's been, well.. school. we've got air-conditioned classrooms though, and they only serve to make me want to take siesta after siesta (and even more so after a nice meal) sighzxzx. here's to more bleary eyes during lessons (!!!). there's been a lot of laughter though, which is good :) here's a random snippet from today

shermy: what's a calorimeter for?
ada: uh.. uh.. (obviously had no clue) *deadpans*.. to count calories

shermy: REALLY?!?!

WAHLAU :okay it's not funny here but you should've seen the priceless (astonished) look on her face hahahhaaha

p.s. a calorimeter, by definition of the ever helpful wikipedia, is a device used for calorimetry, the science of measuring the heat of chemical reactions or physical changes as well as heat capacity. there you go sherman!

bye bye love

muted hellos and flitting eye contact = conversation? i didn't even hear you say 'goodbye'. hello, stranger

hard luck

new year was celebrated with lanterns, fireworks, songs, laughter and photos! we had a blast (yes yes literally. pun, pun)

quick update after a hiatus! :) happy 2007 all, can't believe 2006 has been here and is gone already. here's to a crazy year ahead. it's only been three days of school and yet it's felt like forever. lectures take forever and tutorials are just.. *groan*

met chi today, went back to st nicks. wandered around aimlessly, felt good but well it just isn't the same anymore. i'll leave you with a few (yes a miserable few) photos from chiang mai