until

and my wasted heart has loved. and will love.



'there's nothing wrong with the blueberry pie; people just make other choices. you can't blame the blueberry pie. it's just.. no one wants it'

Suspended

why the surprise? the answers are all laid out before you

pardon me, it's christmas

let me go all out and say that i don't like christmas. and especially even more so because it's raining. and gloomy. and i was late because i was wrapping something that didn't even get delivered. and.. and. i could go on and on. it's okay if you don't understand, because i don't either

the middle

because everything leaves a mark. i'm afraid i might be too damaged by the time you get here

clark gable

I close my eyes, inhale, and feel a rush of heat and energy that takes my breath away. It is the feeling of wanting something so much that it borders on an actual need, and the power and urgency of this need overwhelms me.

— Emily Giffin, Love the One You’re With

catch

falling into a pattern of free-falling alone

in your head

The best thing about dreams is that one fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment, you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and it really happened
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We all need something we consider worth getting up in the morning for. Whether it's real or not; healthy or destructive; tangible or false is irrelevant... when you've got nothing to hang onto, deception can seem pretty inviting.

what drives you? what drives me? i'm a little confused right now

pieces of what

some people tell you to run

somebody to love

because i'm afraid of the silence that may follow

mosbied

if you're not scared, that means you're not taking a chance; and if you're not, then what're you doing?

where's the beauty in the breakdown

there are the people who matter. and people who don't.

and then you have the people who should; or those you want to.

happy birthday

I have run through the fields, only to be with you
but I still haven't found what I'm looking for