show me the money

met mao today and she had a box of hello pandas + a lolly from starbucks (which has on the wrapper the cutest lemon i've ever seen) for me :D yay love mao! see you sunday

today was quite festive. i learnt a new word: autophobia (yeah lately i've been feeling a little along those lines)

goodnight, goodnight

it's effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around

merci

okay.

Picking sides

slow down, i can't keep up with you
you're getting a little too quick for me to follow

yay corrine may
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i think i'd like to see you try

my storybook life

today i wrote the worst essay of my life

oh my god i cannot for the life of me fathom how i could have made that big an oversight and only realise it three quarters way through wait and see i bet i'll flunk spectacularly day was subsequently terrible save for kinder yay and i can't tell equivalence from half-equivalence to save my life i haven't started on econs i don't know how to draw graphs i don't know shit about cloning i can't do math KILL ME NOW

heading for a Crash

MARY MOON, SHE'S A VEGETARIAN
MARY MOON MARY MOON

i wish the delete function on my phone extends to all the parts of my being and not just to the object i hold so often

(you can't) take it back take it back take it back

obliviate!

WHY

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FUCK la

don't call me names

Live a little

and in the midst of everything, these precious few moments of unadulterated happiness keep me sane

Dismantle.Repair

i'm not exactly the most personable, or endearing person right now.. and i know that. i try to help it but The Other just gets the better of me sometimes (i'm sure you know how that is.. right? riighht?? okay, maybe not)

thanks for being such excellent friends, i'm sure we'll walk this through (alive)

i've got your back if you've got my hand
this isn't over it just began


p.s. faaaaahhhhhhhhk, (said in the lovely, breathy way that only jenny can pull off) i am in such a preposterous mess

Stolen

I'm tossing and turning, the candlelight's burning
And this is all we need, and this is all we need

cheers, darlin'

i figure it wouldn't really matter to you.

still, the thought of there being the faintest, vaguest possibilty of your thoughts flitting to me tomorrow is tantalising. as always.

the feeling's gone and i'd like to think i've grown. you might be wondering why i'm still doing this, still bothering.

because i guess i'd just like to keep the status quo, to maintain this once-a-year-thing (let's just say it's been quite a few years). because i'm just a stickler for um, routine i guess- don't want to break the Pattern.

because, once every year, i wonder whether you remember me the way i do you.. and also, maybe because a little part of me still feels that it has something to prove

but honestly, i don't think i'm being generous either; this is more about me and less so about you. it's just something i have to do, to keep this Pattern. and it's well, just about as perfunctory as it gets.

happy birthday, just because

drunk kid catholic

there's nothing i hate more than being slighted. that, and feeling like i'm invisble. or rather, BEING invisible for the most part of the day. oh, and being smart-alecked or being talked to like i'm a child. you shouldn't talk down to people you know, it's not very nice. yeah, just so you know

GAH

we're waiting for something, hoping to be saved

i wish we all could win

haha hello again i just remembered this. it's a Real Gem (i.e. BIG JOKE)


me: eh the lamborghini very nice!

roy: (insert blank, blur look) har, isn't that some pasta??

hahahhahahahahahahahhaa she later tried to pretend she heard linguini but the damage was Done

the great escape

nobody told me it'd be this hard

(this applies to quite a few aspects of my life Right Now, sadly. not very positive, huh)

Cityscape

and if the skyline looks this way, then I don't want to sleep tonight
goodnight, happy birthday again <3

(as you can see i'm feeling uber patriotic)

p.s. click on the pictures for optimal viewing

(insert smart title)

normally i'm not for burning bridges, they don't really leave you too happy. but well, you have to agree this is one (fine) exception maybe? this is one of my favourites!

break your heart

too cute. and then they go and grow up and ruin it all for themselves, oh well

fighting fighters

no! it's a plane.. and four more

(HAHA i should pay someone to write captions for me)

omniculars ;)

Look Ma, it's a bird

put your hands up put your hands

..up. the cutesy trio who were busy trying to get the crowd revved up and excited (they were quite effective, really)

here's to many happy years ahead

like everyone else, today i sang the anthem loudly (and proudly), clapped really hard when MM arrived, sang cheesy national day songs, and felt a little more proud calling this place Home.

..and i'd have waved my flag a little more if i hadn't been so busy trying to take pictures

the parade was awesome! well worth the jostling and lack of fresh air (much B.O) post parade. thank god we got home quick quick, my grans is still fighting fit hurrah.

rapid hope loss

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on a side note: things have been looking hopelessly Glum. where's that Drive? right now i just feel like a (brainless) cog in a machine (yeah that Raffles machine)

GAH