dance hall drug

THINGS TO DO POST A'S

-prance around in the rain (who wants to join me!)
-watch loads and loads and loads of dvds (and finish grey's)
-learn how to : drive, play golf, play the guitar
-travel!!
-some good
-read more booooooks

ok there, i'm feeling energised already hurrah

read between the lines

today's weather was fantastic, had a three hour nap with the breeze as company. went out for dinner with the family, and met someone i haven't seen for a while in the strangest of places (i was very uncomfortable, to say the least). well let's just say it wasn't very conducive for conversation and err, the glances he kept throwing at what was before us didn't make things any better. snigger, ask me if you want to know how mortified i was

another saturday gone JUSTLIKETHATOMGhowlikethis
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your voice is the soundtrack of my summer
do you know you're unlike any other
you'll always be my thunder

you don't do it on purpose but you make me shake

don't go seeking what eludes your grasp, and maybe one day, it will find you instead. one can hope, i guess

I'll tell you "someday I'll take you there"
I love the pretty songs you sing
The way you bring me to my knees
With your paralysing voice

Love

"After all this time?"
"Always."

*cue heartbreak

my favourite, apart from well, "He looks like an omelette!"

p.s. blobspot: hey, you too! and er, did you cry this time then hahahaha. i'm resisting the urge to say (ITOLDYOUSO)

awake

.. and excited! only half an hour to go :)

Speak Slow

i know i'm a right one to talk, but damn i hate your moodswings. and i hate even more when you pair up and leave

hi leanne it was nice seeing you after so long and missing buses at the bus stop so i we could talk for longer. i will buy you a plate of prawns one day, but only if they're butter prawns. haw haw haw. I STILL MISS YOU LA $#%$ two hours not enough!

and then,
take me by the hand and tell me
you would take me anywhere

so sing all your questions to sleep

"I want to talk. Really talk to you, about everything. I want to know where you grew up, about school.. about the things you fear most. Everything."

just because i can

friendster horoscope for today says: "You can allow people to voice their opinions about what you are doing, but you do not have to obey them. Now is not the time to hand the steering wheel to someone else. You are in charge, so flex your muscles"

okay the Type-A in me is rearing it's head.

Need. Control.

Now.

(edit: well apparently it's whatever little Type-A in me acting up because i, apparently, am more B+)

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

why worry

from some birthday calculator:
Your birth tree is
Hornbeam, the good taste

Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, tends to egoism, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads reasonable, disciplined life, looks for kindness, an emotional partner and acknowledgment, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with her feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

wow. whatever a hornbeam is. sounds like one of jkr's dragons.

last chance rhode island

terrible week, dimsum dollies was the pick-me up i needed. and seeing the softballers after so long was nice :)

i owe too many people apologies for shooting my mouth off; too often the brain okays what i'm going to say without much ado. and to you in particular, well, can i say it was for your own good (even if, by saying this, i'm being a pompous, imposing arse). i'd like to think i was doing what i could in my capacity, even if it'd result in other undesirables. but that's just me being the brash, reckless Friend again so. it'd be fantastic if you could just see where we're coming from and maybe understand sighhhh

okay thinking too much and too hard, #)(^&$%*^& just sleep

no lies, just love

okay i'd be lying if i said i've never really hated people. it's well, not very uncommon to the human character but it's been a while since i felt such.. great dislike ebbing and flowing. ugh, you make me sick. honestly, and i'd say it in your face if not for, er, well, some things.

and then you, you make me want to roll. roll away from you and more importantly, roll my eyes at you

incensed

stand and fight, you coward

what's wrong with me, are you fucking kidding or WHAT?!

@#*(*P^%^&*(^%

how do i get you alone

every now and then we need a good dose of Reality, to stay grounded and sane and well.. rid head of lofty, flighty ideas. so here's my reality check for july. time to hit the bookssss (this is a desperate plea to self)

and then i remind myself all the time to just Keep Things Simple. simplicity is key to happiness, (how wise) and i am going to clear my life of clutter. purge, purge the poison. somehow i always end up walking in circles, living in my head.

stop. thinking.

period.

i wish you'd look at me that way