like eating glass

for the nth time: i hate being taken for granted

please don't act like i owe you something, because you know very well that we went wrong (and HOW we did) somewhere along the line. and you know (at least i hope you have the decency to remember) that i took you back despite having my heart broken (yes friends are the worst heartbreakers). if i even begin to list the things i've done for you...................... yupe, thanks- you're the best.

why can't we be happy for once?

Sour

st nicks was fun (maoooo why couldn't you stay for longer) i guess. it was nice seeing mart, jas, and others i haven't seen for the longest time; also the kids! (and riding on that crazy meteorite thing with them) haha i'm hoarse from screaming my lungs out

and then it was off to mus'! happy belated birthday dimpley :) thank you for having us. it was awesome seeing everyone (i miss you all like nuts okay) and really, really nice just sitting and catching up. amazing how the simplest things can make a dreary, accident-filled week a whole lot better. i love 3J :*

and you, you're really just no good for me

my hands are shaking from carrying this torch, from carrying this torch for you

it's a ^$*($#@%*$ arms race

as much as it's your prerogative, i can't help but feel annoyed

so confused, i won't feel any better anytime soon. not til what i want comes my way anyway

let the love back in

give me the sunshine instead of the rain
all i want is to be happy again

all of a sudden, i feel like i'm a hormonal, unstable 14-year old all over again.

and i'm so tired of this i'm going to pretend nothing is happening because, hey, maybe nothing is.

bloody, bloody pms

is it okey if

condescension won't get you anywhere; in fact, it's a sureshot way to piss people off completely

drill 'n fill

this i want in ways more than one

these empty pockets

i really should stop spending so much (and so stupidly). blew 25 yesterday for nothing thanks (that can buy me lunch for a week wtf). attica was fun though although when we got back i just fell asleep heh

shit i hate being poor omfg stop spending so much ada

the way we roll

where would be if we couldn't dream

i'm happy, and i'll be happy for you if you're happy with what you've got. congrats everybody :) it was great seeing everyone again

the grass is greener where it rains

slept at three and woke at nine
we'd like to believe we'll be fine

lea came over last night and we hung out and talked about the most random things to keep us preoccupied and caaaaalm. but thank you babe, it was a good, honest talk; the kind that you'd want to have every day. come over again sometime soon (we'll do the thing titus doesn't want you to. hahha. hello titus if you're reading this)


nervy, nervy. 4 hours plusplus to go

two halves to a whole

"feels like i'm coming home"

: )

over 'fore it started

yeah i know who you remind me of
a girl i think i used to know

i don't understand why is it has become so difficult; but what i do know is that it's becoming increasingly frustrating and tiring on this end. what happened to all the promises. and really, rinse and repeat again?

chicken bites

tee hee hee what a chick-o-peh (HAHA GEDDIT?). have a great week everyone!