waiting in line

I want to be just you just me
No tricks, no show
But I got to let you know

I'm not waiting in line
I'm not changing my mind for you
I'm not wasting my time
I'm not waiting in line for you

I've been saving myself for you
But I'm not wasting my time for no one

Unless you want me to

max morgan

i've come to take my place, among the many of them

lay down my defences, i surrender
surrender to you
i might as well just fall into forever

it's like a hope that eternally burns
am i the loneliest man in the world

see what i've become
there's nowhere to run
when you're the loneliest man in the world

hold your head high heavy heart

i know where you're coming from; because i've been there, done that. my eyes are wide open; i knew then and i still know now. it still doesn't make it any easier for me, and i lie awake at night knowing that you're not here even though you are

insane in the membrane

it's a crazy trail but you've got to run it anyway. it's about so many things, but above all, it's about the here and now. and i can wait, for a here and now that's a little later

p.s today i sold tegan for $350. au revoir, i will miss you. and i'm typing this on alba now (isn't that such a sexy name). alba= white. and she's my new baby :)

lgfuad

you twist me around your finger, and i conform obediently, because i want to; because i hope. and then you pick up everything that is good and hurl it against the wall. i wasn't looking for a mindfuck

so bring on the wind, fire and rain

so hold this feeling like a newborn
of freedom surging through your veins
you have opened up a new door

wake up

creative learning can kiss my ass

poker face

you ask the right questions because you think i'm not here; but i am, and you are thrown off my trail yet again

I AM HERE

i'm sorry you think i am who i am not

you can steer

Ultimately, you have a choice: follow your heart, or live in the shadow of your actions

nobody said it was easy

being happy is a choice we have to make every day. when it rains, i guess you can either sit around and mope or wait like an optimist for the potential rainbow that might appear. but to be happy you first have to cut ties with the negativity in your life. and this year is the new happy, so..

p.s honestly, i really think that there is really no real reason for you to be so sour. so forgive me if i cannot understand where you're coming from. because i can't.

nobody said it was easy
no one ever said it would be this hard

take a step and come out of the shade

this place needs an overhaul. it's too depressing. i think i've been living my life in a little box with partitions; sometimes i'm in the black part, other times i'm in the one with psychedelic walls. this has to go. i need more colour, more excitement, more zest

crazier. happier. louder. cheerier. fitter. healthier. BETTER. that's my 2009 for you

f spells...

well technically it should spell what you are to me. a family relation. a figure i'm supposed to look up to. we're supposed to be happy. that's what they tell us in the storybooks anyway. i think those are lies with a capital L. well, a big F to you because you are none of the abovementioned, and then some. why? the older i get, the worse it becomes. and you act like it's all my fault for the way things are with us and i just grew up one day and became alien to you. truth is you've never, ever bothered building any bridges so honestly, i think there isn't much to burn. i guess i can say now that you've always been alien to me and frankly, it's been alright. W.T.F

SHUT UP IT'S SUNDAY i wish i could be alone in my little room away from all of you